DAILY DIARY

DEAR DIARY,
today 24.12.2013 third day of my holiday, end of semester 3 actually..
1. woke up late this morning around 8..
2. then playing on the ipad for the whole 2 hours.. scrolling and sharing post on the facebooks.. nothing interesting..
3. then doing laundry
4. take a shower
5. hanging laundry under the sun outside the house
6. at quater to 11.. went to town bought some school books for my children
7. bought a new handbag for my self
8. bought fried chicken and rice for my family
 9. bought a big container for storing my things.. especially all my glassware
10. stop by at the mini mart to bought pebbles for the cats and bananas
then straight went home. i thought my husband already at home, that was why im rushing going back home.. by the timne i arrived at home found out there was a message on the phone from him saying... honey i'm not coming back home for lunch.. there's a lot of work here in the office.. so.. i didn't reply..
11.so we ate.. me and my daughter.. my son is still sleeping eventhough it midday already.. my eldest daughter just hanging another set of laundry outside..
12.after lunch.. back to my ipad scrolling and posting quote on the fb
13. now exactly 2 oclockin the afternoon.. i;m typing my blog..

the thing i want to do this after noon...
1. to do my dzuhur prayer
2. wrap my children school book..
or afterwards
3. to put all my glassware inside the big container that i just bought this morning...

for my self to complete prayer dzhur asar maghrib n isya today... do not miss.. chai yo

04.1.2014 Saturday

today is the second last day of my semester break. I'm going to start a new semester this monday.. I prayed for the best this semester to boost up my grades so i can get a full scholarship abroad..
nothing much to say.. just doing my daily chores..   by the way I've just cleaned my study room.. where all my things been lying around for the past few months... hopefully this semester i will be in cpontrolled of my self more.. do not worry about others to much... ok good luck to me...

09.01.2014 Thursday

today is the fourth day the semester started... feeling tired and stressed already...but still praying and hoping for the best for this semester.. and on the right track.
Now i'm in my class... just found out there's no class this morning... so had time to write up a few things that i did today and the things that need to be done....
so..
last night I managed to bake a cheese cake.. tried using my new baking utensil.... Alhamdullilah all went well and successful on my first attempt but didn't managed to take a picture.. maybe next time.. manged to register for my english class yesterday.. i hope got a high grade for this module...
i had received news from my long lost friend.. she got married last night..and she send me few pictures of her wedding and apologizes to me for not inviting to her wedding... for me it's ok.. and i feel appreciated eventhough i'm not invited but she managed to tell me....


ok things need to be done this week...
laundry need to be finished by tommorow

Lobs for my 3 module..
download and print all english handouts..
and do english homework by watching the video that had been told for us to watch...

ok that all for today...

25.02.2014 tuesday

it seems like this is not a daily dairy... better just i change it to monthly diary...
now i'm enjoying my semester break just for a week but this worth it because i do really need a rest from studying.. and these become tense as now my assignment started mounting which due in April... eventhough April sounds few months more to go... but it will come in a blink.... trust me.. time does flies...
ok what happening in my life lately..
now i managed a little to control my self from talking nonsence... i become more observent but some time being judgemental which i need to train my self not to become one... most of the time i keep silence thinking...for me... no one wants to hear my opinion... everybody thinks i'm invisible... i will  come accross their mind if they only need my help...
some times i feel grateful being invisible.. nobody cares what are the things that i do... and this will keep my life in track as what i have planned...
but i know deep inside me... i always remind my self even though i don't have what i want... or what i deserve... i should give... give... give... and believe.... the most important is Allah is the one who hear me.. and always be with me.. and i know all the things that Allah make me go through all of  these and make me realize all of it... is beacause Allah is the one who really love me... and make me a better person than i was yesterday...


22.09.2014 Monday

Wahh.. its been six months i have not written anything in my daily diary... yeah... it should been daily...!!
so my life had turn up side down.. this is my third year first semester.. these few days i feel a little gloomy because trying to cope with my student life, as a parent and a partner in life... i have an exam coming this friday.. and had little preparation on it.. hopefully all turn out well and goes as i wanted it to be...
so next week i'll be starting my attachment..

i need to force my self in teaching my children for their coming big exams... i tried not to think negatively as this will make my mind tired and i tend to sleep for hours.. by the time i woke up it usually in late evening and its time for my children to sleep... if i'm not sleeping i tend to eat alot... or take of my mind by playing games on the phone or watching tv...

So..... from today
No more overslept
No more watching tv excessively
or playing games.....


focus focus.....
spend revision with my children
prepare for my exams
start on my research proposal
be a good partner in life......

only say good and positive words

i can do these....
i can focus..
i  will success..... yes i will succeed!!